As usual, I met her under the old Oak tree. That is the only oak tree, which is near by a wooden bench. And this is where I met her for first time. We sat on the wooden bench. Then she looked in to my eyes for a while and leaned on to my shoulders. I always happy to stay like that, So I can feel her breath and smell. Then she runs her fingers through my chest. Her silky hair which disobeyed, is struggling with wind blow. All are seems to be OK, but one thing. Not like other days, she didn’t talk with me much. I could feel how deeply her breaths, and sometime it became a deep sigh too.
“Why this silence, and sad mood?” I Asked
Instead of answering me, she embraced me tightly. Then I moved my face to her eyes, I could see there are some sparkling tear drops in her eyes which, is trying ooze out soon. Then I kept my lips on her forehead. Suddenly she raised her head due to a noise which was made by a goose in the pond. Then she holds my hands and gave a deep look in to my eyes and turned her eyes towards to the mountain range, while biting softly her lower lip.
Then she stood up and moved a bit forward, and still looking at “Tatra mountain range”. I was looking her back, how beautiful is she? I thought to myself. She is wearing a short frock like the very first day that I saw her. My mind ran away to seven months back.
I’m an Estonian who came toZakopane, Poland for work. I met her nearby this old oak tree in last winter season. Since then she was falling in love with me. And, then she is everything to me. My life is in this unknown country, would be meaningless without her sweet love. She gave everything to me. So…I couldn’t think about a life without her.
I could hear she is crying softly, and I could see it, while looking at her trembling body. Suddenly she turned back and run to me. Then I stood up. She straightly came to me and hugged me like a baby. She was crying hardly.
I asked softly, holding her shoulders and while moving her a little away from me. Now I can see her lovely face closely. Her eyes are reddish, her pinky lips are trembling and yellowish. Tears are oozing upon her pinky cheeks.
Then her awake her shaking voice…”I’m sorryEdie…I’m really sorry”
”For what Juliana?”
”I didn’t want to loose you ever, that’s why i cheated on you”
”You cheated…? about what…? What are you talking about Yuli?”
”I’m Sorry Edie…I’m a married women”
And i didn’t speak anything. I just stay still.
she surprised about my silence. And looked in to my face.
”Edie… why you stay still…? why don’t you flap on my Cheek…please do it…I deserve it.
I remain the silent and sat on the bench. She is still sobbing. I knew, she doesn’t know that, it was known to me, she as a married women, since the day that I met her.
”Yuli I knew that…since the beginning.
She talks with the shaking voice.
”How could that possible…Edie?”
”The day that we met, I saw the wedding ring in your finger. But the next i didn’t see it. I knew that you are pretending as a single. Day by day you were closing to me. Eventually, I feel you are a part of my soul. I didn’t want to loose you either…But now i feel, I did the wrong…Because…I should have told you that, then you may walk away from me, at the very begging. I made this sadness in you, yuli….I’m really sorry…My love”
”No…No…don’t say that, you never did wrong, This is the happiest time in my life. Though I married to Kyle, he never loved me. Sometime he didn’t come home for months. He lives his own life, i am not in his world. So you are the person who made my life. I knew that I got special place in your heart. I thought, if i tell you about my marriage, you may go away from me. I never wanted to loose you, even now. That’s why i cheated on you…Edie…..I’m sorry, Oh god…”
She was crying while hitting her head on the bench.
Then I moved to her and bent her face on my chest. It is almost 6’o clock. It will be dark soon. we must leave, before the dark.
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